ASSALAMUALAIKUM
Hi there. Actually, aku kembali nak menulis cerpen tapi ketandusan idea tu kekadang cukup menghalang. A few days to go, my result will come out. Everyone just like very excited, woah! but I know they're so nervous. Same goes to me. Pretty nervous. One thing in my mind is, would I repeat the same successful in 2010 ? A very worth year ever. In shaa Allah. And, a stern warning for anyone who know me, don't ask me. 'What's my result ?' 'What I got.' Etc
Kalau dah tahu, diam diam (zip mulut tu)
Bukan sombong tak nak bagitahu result tapi, hak result terletak penuh dekat aku. It's either the result is good or not. Kalau perlu baru aku bagitahu. If not, just say sorry & bye!
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Did you have an inpiration in your life. For sure, everyone has their own inpiration. And, me too. I'm serious excited kalau bercerita pasal who are my inspiration. Aku highlightkan 3 yang betul close to me. (I'll not mention their name.)
First, A Friend
Second, A Pendakwah (An Anonymous in social network)
Third, A Novelist.
You should ask me, why don't I choose the best one maybe like parents. You have to know that, I really amzed my parents. Really and much.
Everyone has their own personality, character, pysically, etc. But, why I choose them, cause they really inspire me.
For the first, a friend. Aku tak tahu lah, kalau di mata orang lain maybe nothing special pada dia untuk jadikan inspiration. But, for me. Terlalu banyak. I don't know why I choose her. She's just an ordinary girl. Tapi cara pemikiran dia, berkembang 5 ke 10 tahun akan datang. The way she is. Eventhough, dia agak keras & kasar orangnya. Kalau kenal dia betul betul, dia ni okay saja.
Surronding dia yang buat dia jadi macam tu, perhaps. But, once dia rapat dengan seseorang, dia memang trutly sayang. Dia akan berkorban & akan buat orang yang dia sayang, happy. That's it. She'd never care what people would say about her. That's her. She has her own character. Paling penting dia sangat jadi diri sendiri.
Dia tak pula terasa nak tiru someone else. Kalaupun orang lain rasa dia ketinggalan zaman sekalipun, dia tak kisah. Dia lebih suka dengan cara dia.
Ya, sometimes I ever feel like yang dia ni annoy jugak kalau bab bagi pendapat. Lagi lagi, kalau aku tanya, "tudung aku okay tak ?" or maybe "kau rasa mana yang elok ? (bila aku bagi pilihan)" She would give the simplest answer lah.
"Okey je."
"Mana manalah. Suka hati kaulah." kekadang aja dia akan bantu dalam buat pilihan. Argh!
Cita cita dia sangat tinggi mengunung. Like gunung everest. As what I said, dia berfikiran jauh. Impian dia yang kadang tak terfikir dek otak orang lain. She really wish that her dream will come true.
She's quite different from others person that I ever met. Things the most funny is dia susah nak judge or nilai orang, I mean dia tak pandai nak cakap orang ni cantik ke, handsome ke. Susah K. Dan, selalunya orang yang dia cakap handsome mesti kartun bukan the real people. They should be lucky for that 'pujian'. Haha. Lol!
Actually, aku suka dengan character & personality dia. As, we all know. Nobody's perfect. Tapi, dia cukup tabah & sabar menjalani setiap ujian hidup. Honestly, aku susah nak nampak dia nangis although she's a girl. I could see how strong & tough she is to face the hard time in life. Dia jarang nak tunjuk muka ada masalah depan aku. Muka yang dia tunjuk mesti muka selamba. Just like, 'nothing had happened, yesterday.'
The truth thing is we'd never declare as best friend or Bff, etc. Like, other friends saw us as a very close friend. We just friend yang selalu kongsi cerita, masalah, pendapat, favourite, interest. And, I'm just thought her as my inspiration. That's all.
Wish you, me & batch 98's all the best for the PMR result. Stay strong, babe. Good luck in your life and every the right things you do. Remember, Allah is the best planner & also the great listner.
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Second, a pendakwah. Actually, he's just a student who is now studying in oversea. Eventhough, he stay in oversea tapi dakwah still jalan. Still ada usrah. And, I choose him after I know him from one of my friend. Ya, my friend also amazed him(actually, admire him. haha)
At first, aku just tahu nama twitter dia. Then, I'm just curious, why my friend adore & admire him ? (Nama twitter pun dah pelik). So, aku bukak twitter dia and I started reading his tweet. Oh my! Sentap habis. Kena batang hidung sendiri. Tapi, apa yang dia tweet tu, ada betulnya.
From that time, I started stalk his twitter & often RT his tweet. (seems not good for health. lol) Tweet dia of course like tweet Islamik tapi yang bestnya cara dia tweet tu sempoi habis. (Even, kekadang sentap jugak). Dekat bio dia, aku nampak ada link blog dia. Aku visited blog dia.
Unexpacted, I spent my night just to read his blog. Definitely, I not regret at all. I got too many points from his entries! Since then, aku follow perkembangan dia. (hehe) Although, I exactly know he's a man who introduce himself as anonymous.
Apa yang buat aku jadikan dia as my inspiration is charater dia, personality dia. The way he is. To be honest, aku bukan cakap pasal pysical dia either he's handsome or not. I don't care. Senang cakap, aku terpikat dengan cara dakwah dia, sikap dia sendiri. Ya, even I'd never know who is he, what's his real name, how old is he and where he lives.
He being his own self bila berdakwah. Bukan semata mata nak kejar follower ramai. No. That's what I respest of him. He made me want to change, he also realized me slowly. He brought me to stay close to Allah and always remember Him. Alhamdulillah. Dia jugak buat aku suka sangat dengan usrah. Ukhuwah di dalam usrah itu sendiri.
Before this, aku suka baca ask.fm dia. Kelakar sangat jawapan dia sampai gelak gelak and my dad looked me so weird. Haha! Dekat situlah, he's being so friendly.
And now, aku faham dia busy with his study as a medic student.
One thing... I miss. I mean, I miss his tweet about realising people, I miss to read his blog that give too much points. I miss his dakwah. DnT.
Thanks for realising and being inspiration of me even in silence, dude! Jzkk. Nice to know you. May Allah ease & bless you ala kulli hal. Wish you luck in life. Move on! We need you as our pendakwah!
This should be to be continue in next entry. Kang kalau sambung, panjang sangat pulak entry. Karang bosan negok aku membebel. Jk. Haha!
Assalamualaikum.